my wings have taken me away from here @ 06:22 pm
i was finally given my wings and they took me to a new place...
http://blasianprincess.greatestjournal.c
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February 14th, 2007
The Seven Deadly Sins @ 06:17 pm
today i feel:: 
envious
enviouslistenin to:: Foster's on the TV
I've fallen in love again with Fullmetal Alchemist, and I wanted to learn more about the 7 Deadly Sins in which the Homunculi are named after: Lust, Gluttony, Envy, Sloth, Greed, Wrath, and Pride. I'm going to dedicate a lot of my *extra* time learning about them, wanting to know more about the sins that all humans commit.
| Greed: | High | |
| Gluttony: | Medium | |
| Wrath: | High | |
| Sloth: | Medium | |
| Envy: | Very High | |
| Lust: | Medium | |
| Pride: | Medium |
Discover Your Sins - Click Here
Looks like I'm Envy. A good choice.
February 12th, 2007
Until the End of Time @ 09:43 pm
listenin to:: "Emotion" ~ Destiny's Child
So take, these broken wings
I need your hands to come and heal me once again
(Until the end of time)
So I can fly away, until the end of time
Until the end of time
Until the end of time
"Until the End of Time"
~~TUPAC AMARU SHAKUR~~
[R.I.P.]
Reno of the Turks
~FINAL FANTASY VII~
February 11th, 2007
Say it if it's worth saving me @ 12:23 am
i'm alway complainin about what all the people i know do wrong. i'm always sayin "she is like this." or "he is so stupid and dumb." or "she isn't a good friend, at all." or "he doesn't love me." it had gotten to the point where i felt that even though people who don't know you at all can hurt you, but it's never as bad as how much the people you hold closest to you hurt you.
i always wished that people (like the people who are closest to me: my brother, my boyfriend, and my "best friend") would actually open up to me about the things that bother them. i'm not sayin that i want to be all up in ur business, makin u check in wit me all of the time. but if you have to resort to hurtin yourself to get through it, then i want to be there to help you.
since no one talks to me about anythin, i felt like i didn't have anyone close to me. i felt like i didn't have anyone to confide in when i need to. i always feel like the farther i try to walk towards someone, they always push me back. it's like i move five steps forward, but i get pushed back ten steps. i think that i react based upon how people treat me, so since i'm pushed away, i do the same. i wished that i didn't (and i also wished that everyone else didn't), but i can't help it.
this is one of the main (if not THE ONE) reason why i hate being in high school/a teenager. everyone feels like killing themselves, everyone wants to die, people abuse and hurt themselves (intentionally), and a whole bunch of other stuff. if high school is supposed to be "THE BEST FOUR YEARS OF OUR LIVES", then why is it so miserable and depressing? i only have less than a year and a half left, but i'm starting to think that a lot of the people who are (or were) "near and dear to me" aren't goin to be there: my brother and i aren't as close as we used to be, my boyfriend and i are constantly fightin and at each other's throats, and i feel like i'm losing my best friend, and it's like i don't even know her anymore. i know that people are supposed to change, and we have to accept that, but i didn't know that we were supposed to do a full 360.
i always liked to think that the reason why i was so depressed about everythin was because of other people. that's partially correct. i always tell people that if they ever need me, i'll be there for them. no matter what. but i know now that jus went in one ear and then out the other, for all of them. (and i hate it especially when i always tell them that, and then when they get upset about something, they take it out on me, and try sayin that it was my fault cuz i wasn't there for them or they ask me where i was at during all of this.)
i jus want people to know that i always try to say what i mean and to mean what i say. so if i say that i'm going to be there for u, whenever, whereever, THEN I FUCKIN MEAN IT! i don't get it why it's so hard for people to understand that. for the past few months i've always been askin myself the same questions: why am i here? does it matter to anyone else if i'm here or not? why do i surround myself with people who DON'T APPRECIATE ME AT ALL? why do i let everyone continuously hurt me, time after time?
the only person that hasn't taken me for granted is my girl, Nabbisa. she's always there for me to talk to when i need her, and she has the same with me (and knows it). she doesn't abuse my friendship, she actually USES IT. i've only known her for a year and a half, but i feel like i've known her for so much longer than that. i think that she's the only person that i can guarantee that she'll be there, walking across the stage in May 2008. i know that she'll be there at my wedding, when i have kids, and i know for sure that she'll be there for me when i need to escape from my kids. Thanks, Nabbisa. (I love you, girl!!)
But then again, I need to give some credit to my boyfriend. He’s the only person who knows about my rapidly increasing depression. He was the only one who cared to save me. When I was ready to jump, he was the only one who cared enough to catch me before I leaped. He was the one who picked me up from the edge, and walked me away, back to where it was safe. I feel that over the past few months, he’s been my best friend. I think he always has, it jus didn’t show as much before. He’s the only one who keeps most of his promises to me. Since Day 1 (which was about a year and four months ago), he promised me that he’d be my friend first, boyfriend second. I think that out of all of the promises anyone has made to me, that one means the most. Thanks, Ryan. I jus hope that he knows that no matter how much we fight, and no matter how many times we're ready to kill each other, that i love him so much and he means the world to me; if he were to leave me now, I wouldn't have much, if anythin, to live for. I love you, Koibito.
So what exactly am I tryin to tell you? Nothing, because I know that no one is listening. And if you are, it won’t mean anything to any of u anyway. I jus hope that for all of u, the next time that I hang from the cliff that someone, anyone will be there to save me.
I’m just waiting for someone to say something to me to show that they care. Jus say anything, if u think it’s worth saving me.
February 10th, 2007
fullmetal quizzes @ 11:11 pm
listenin to:: "Through With Love" ~ Destiny's Child
What "Later" FMA Character Are You?
Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.
What Humonculi Are You?
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What Military Character Are You?
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(no subject) @ 11:03 pm
listenin to:: "My Last Breath" ~ Evanescence
Which Samurai Champloo Character Are You?
Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.
What Final Fantasy VII ShinRa Turk Are You?
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What FF7: Advent Children Character Are You?
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January 26th, 2007
i know that i've posted this before @ 11:15 pm
today i feel:: 
rejuvenated
rejuvenatedi know that i've posted this before, but i really don't think anyone gets it.
this is how it is: lately, i've been feelin like a good for nothin piece of shit, and then i realized yesterday that its all my fault. i let all the people in my life bring this negative energy upon me, and u know what: i'm sick of it. People are always giving me this load of BS that it's like I'm forcing them to be here for me. People, reality check: the door has always been open, so ur the only one that's stopping u from being here. If u want to leave, then so be it. I don't need u or ur negative attitudes and stress that u all give me. I'm jus tired of it all, and I also realized that I need to focus on the more important things in my life, and ignore the little things (such as who's goin to turnabout, who's friends wit who, and where people go or don't go). I DON'T CARE ANYMORE about what any of u do. jus leave me out of ur stress and BS.
Come with me
Let me walk in through the world that I currently stay in
You can take a look around and tell me if I’m mistaken
You can even talk to everybody that I live with
Maybe you could tell me why everybody’s so distant
Is it me or maybe, when I look around daily
I don’t even know the people I can put my trust in lately
People that I used to hang with now their actin’ to different
I’m still the same person why doesn’t anybody listen
Can somebody please just explain to me
What happened to the way that we always said we’d be
Right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through
And I’m losin’ hope
Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way
Come with me
Let me walk in through the world that I currently live in
Not a thing is forgotten, not a thing is forgiven
Nobody can hold their own underneath the weight but
Nobody can take the blame for their own mistakes so
What do you do when somebody lets you down
And you wanna say something but you can’t cause their not around
Inside you think they know the extent of the pain
But they won’t even admit that they were the one to blame
Can somebody please just explain to me
What happened to the way that we always said we’d be
Right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through
And I’m losin’ hope
Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way
Voices in my head
Can somebody please just explain to me
What happened to the way that we always said we’d be
Right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through
And I’m losin’ hope give me one reason not to
Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way
January 23rd, 2007
origins @ 04:55 pm
I might be goin to origins this summer. i want to dress up since there are actually cool people in the anime world now whose costumes would be KICK ASS!!!! idk if i should dress up as Gaara or Temari. I would actually die my hair red (but not cut it), but i'd never dye my hair blonde. I've been lookin for a costume for either person, and so far i've only found Gaara ones. So what do all of u think?
Gaara, The Sand Demon/The Kazakage
OR
Temari, uh Gaara's sister (somehow)
Gaara, The Sand Demon/The Kazakage
OR
Temari, uh Gaara's sister (somehow)
January 22nd, 2007
(no subject) @ 08:35 pm
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January 18th, 2007
(no subject) @ 08:02 pm
| ultimate opp. sex surveh! | |
| ANYTHING N EVERYTHING!!! about what type of person you like. | |
| Fav hair color?: | brown |
| Fav eye color?: | brown or blue |
| long or short hair?: | down to ur ears or shorter |
| height?: | 5'6" or taller |
| feet size?: | idc |
| body type?: | athletic |
| weight?: | idc |
| skin color?: | lol it don't matter (jus not ghostly white) |
| older or younger than u?: | older |
| looks or personality?: | personality (but u can't look like MJ) |
| funny or serious?: | both |
| clothing style?: | ghetto or prep |
| scent?: | axe |
| fav music genre?: | hip hop /some rock |
| want them to have a car?: | YES!!! |
| a job?: | yes |
| biggest turn on?: | being playful |
| biggest turn off?: | being drunk and/or high |
| athletic?: | yes |
| piercings: | ears or nothin at all |
| tattoos: | not a whole lot |
| nerdy/jock/prep/etc.?: | athletic/ghetto |
| romantic or horndog?: | romantic |
| single/group dates?: | both |
| about ur past | |
| r u in a relationship?: | yes |
| how many have u been in?: | 3.5 |
| been cheated on?: | yes |
| u cheat on someone?: | no |
| ever had friends with 'benefits'?: | no |
| u haev a crush?: | yea |
| dream about them?: | yea |
| wanna kiss dem?: | yea |
| ever kept a crush super-secret?: | only one person knows........ |
| would u rather hav love without money or money without love?: | love w/o money |
| ever been with someone opposite of you (like complet. diff?): | yea |
| u miss someone?: | yea |
| first thing u notice about opp. sex?: | hair and smile |
| whend u have ur first kiss?: | when the time is right |
| ever crushed on someone in a relationship?: | yes |
| prefer holding hands or making out?: | both are nice |
| smart/stupid?: | in the middle |
| how many people have u dated since jan. 2005?: | 3 |
| last time u slow-danced?: | 9/23/06 |
| how many serious rel. have u had?: | one |
| any crushes on u?: | too many :) |
| wanna even. get married?: | yea |
| ever stalked/gotten stalked?: | yes |
| ever skinny-dipped?: | no |
| ever had sex?: | yes |
| been naked with a guy?: | yea |
| be w/ someone w/ glasses?: | no |
| do u care if they drink?: | yes |
| smoke?: | yes |
| do u like ur hair to be tossled/tossle theirs?: | yes |
| miss a past relationship?: | no |
| like getting massages?: | yea |
| like giving them?: | sure |
| like to cuddle?: | yea |
| just randomness about wut u like | |
| fav body part on opp.?: | abs |
| love or lust?: | love |
| sexy or cute: | both |
| loveable or fuckable: | loveable |
| wut wud u do if they knocked on ur window at 3am and lied in ur bed with u?: | i'd let them stay |
| what would u do if they kissed ur bro/sis or at least cheated on u?: | rip his balls off |
| believe in love at first sight?: | yea |
| sex/kiss on the first date?: | kiss maybe |
| if someone u didn't know asked u out, would u say yes?: | no |
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(no subject) @ 07:30 pm
| super sexii myspace survey | |
| part one- basically you | |
| what is ur name?: | jessica |
| do u have any nicknames?: | blasian princess |
| do you like ur name?: | yea |
| do u like ur nickname?: | yea |
| if u have a nickname, why do ppl call u that?: | cuz i am da blasian princess |
| are u straight, bi, or homosexual?: | straight |
| are u short, tall or average?: | average/tall |
| exactly how tall are u?: | 5'6" |
| what does ur bod look like? (skinny, fat, ordinary): | ordinary/skinny |
| do u like ur body?: | yea |
| best physical feature?: | smile/eyes |
| do u like this feature more than the ppl around u?: | sure |
| what is ur heritage?: | black-japanese-hawaiian |
| do u act like the stereotype of that heritage?: | no |
| 2nd part: daily life | |
| when do u usually get up?: | 6 30 |
| what is ur first thought when u do get up?: | a few more hours!! |
| do u take a shower at night or in the morning?: | either or |
| what do u usually wear daily?: | jeans and a shirt/hoodie/jacket |
| do u wear a uniform?: | no |
| if so, do u like the uniform?: | |
| are u a student?: | yea |
| if so, where do u go to school?: | sandburg |
| do u like the school?: | it's ight |
| do u work?: | yea |
| if so, do u like ur job?: | it's ight |
| how do u get to ur school or job?: | bus and i drive |
| do u have a lot of friends at ur school or job?: | school yes; job not so much |
| ur friends | |
| are u popular?: | by my standards, yes |
| do u have a tight circle of friends?: | kinda |
| do u think ur a loser?: | sometimes |
| who is the loudest in ur group of friends?: | scott or ryan |
| quietest?: | woon lee |
| most loving?: | nabbisa |
| most trustworthy?: | becky or nabbisa |
| has the most opposite sex drama?: | (if she was still my friend) jenny |
| is the most popular?: | anthony or strocchia |
| is the one u would wanna go out with?: | well i hav a bf, but if i HAD to choose, i'd have to go wit anthony or strocchia |
| would be the perfect person for u if they were the opposite sex: | again, i hav a bf, but i'd hav to say anthony |
| is the hottest?: | too many of them |
| is the most annoying?: | scott |
| know the longest?: | becky |
| could be ur seperated twin?: | no one really |
| makes u laugh the most?: | ryan or nabbisa |
| is insane?: | scott |
| pushes ur buttons?: | woon lee |
| that u love the most?: | becky and ryan |
| likes and dislikes | |
| who is the best artist/band that ever lived?: | tupac/linkin park |
| favorite genre of music?: | R&B |
| which artist/band should be shot in their vocal chords?: | all the american idol people (those who lose too)/any punk/screaming bands |
| genre of music that makes u wanna throw up/ throw the radio out the window:: | screamin people and guys who wear girl pants and wear makeup |
| what is ur fav song at the moment?: | "wanna move" or "that's right" |
| what two artists/bands should do a collabo right this sec?: | ciara and LL |
| artist/band who need to come out wiht another album b4 u explode?: | linkin park |
| current favorite album:: | the evolution (ciara) |
| current favorite food:: | ice cream |
| country with the best food right now:: | japan |
| wost food ever:: | pastas (or the popcorn at marcus lol) |
| any other things that u love to death?: | my best friend, my mom and family, my bf, and some of my friends |
| any other things that u wanna kill b/c u hate it so much?: | scremo bands/guys who wear girls pants or makeup/annoyin evil people |
| i take it that thats it for that section, on to.... this or that | |
| pepsi or coke:: | pepsi |
| spicy or mild:: | mild |
| overly sweet or overly sour:: | sweet |
| hot or cute:: | either or |
| love or lust:: | love |
| old love or young love:: | idk |
| gothic or prep:: | "ghetto" |
| night or day:: | night |
| paris hilton or maryiln manson:: | hilton |
| death metal or bubble gum pop: | pop |
| chinese or japenese: | JAPANESE!!!!!!! (but the chinese are cool too) |
| guys or girls:: | guys |
| hate or love: (which is more powerful to u): | love |
| gansta or rocker:: | gangsta |
| thumbs up or middle finger up:: | middle finger |
| love that last a lifetime or a month of the best sex u ever had:: | love that lasts a lifetime |
| sweet and cute or bitchy and sexy: | i'm both |
| best friends or boyfriend: | best friends (ryan, u r like my best friend) |
| open-mouth kiss or small peck on the lips: | either or |
| winter or summer: | summer |
| hot coffee or iced coffee: | both |
| myspace or greatestjournal: | i have both |
| blogs or comments: | both |
| kisses or hugs: | both |
| ummm personality and things: the u inside | |
| are u staight, bi, or gay?: | straight |
| how do ur friends describe u?: | insecure, a bitch, awesome, "she's my girl", "one of the coolest chicks i've ever met", "da shit", need i go on? |
| how do other ppl describe u?: | she bangin, beautiful, a nobody, a slut, awesome, pretty |
| how would u describe urself?: | awesome |
| do u act differently around different ppl?: | i'm louder, more outgoing, quieter, more mature/immature |
| do u think u know who u are or do u need to : | both |
| are u a deep person?: | sometimes |
| what is ur opinion of abortion?: | BAD!! |
| stem cell research?: | idk |
| gay marriage?: | go for it |
| bush?: | go die |
| do u know anyone who supports bush?: | no |
| are u under the age of 30 and watch oprah?: | rarely |
| do u think evil thoughts ?: | sometimes :) |
| are u nice to others?: | most of the time |
| love and romance | |
| what is the first thing u notice about a boy or girl physically?: | eyes and hair |
| mentally/emotionally?: | u need to be stable, and confident (but not cocky) |
| What do u want physically?: | lol nice arms, nice smile, and solid abs |
| mentally/emotionally?: | same as before |
| what type of style should a potential significant other have?: | laid back, respectful, not a prep/goth/punk/emo/nerd/over all loser |
| color eyes?: | blue or brown |
| are big lips sexy?: | not so much (sorry ne-yo) |
| do u like long hair or short?: | down to ur ears or shorter |
| are u taken right now?: | yea |
| if so, are u in love?: | yea |
| ever been in love?: | i am |
| if ur not taken, do u like being single?: | |
| do u have agood realtionship with ur last ex?: | no |
| do u miss him or her?: | i miss him as a FRIEND |
| have u ever been dumped: | `yea |
| did u ever have to dump someone?: | yup (and it was fun) |
| do u have crushes easily?: | yea |
| do u have sex on the first date?: | no |
| do u kiss on the first date?: | yea |
| do u believe in love at first sight?: | yea |
| do u believe that love is really blind?: | sometimes |
| do u have crush right now ?: | sure |
| do u have couplephobia?: | no |
| im almost done.... | |
| are u a good boyfriend or girlfriend?: | yea |
| finally, randomness | |
| do u have pets at ur house?: | no |
| can u drive?: | yea |
| right now, who are u thinking of?: | ryan |
| do u liike my first survey: | sure |
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(no subject) @ 07:11 pm
| ABC of Me | |
| The Letter A | |
| Are you available?: | no |
| What is your age?: | 16 |
| What annoys you?: | stupid people |
| The Letter B | |
| Do you live in a big house?: | yes |
| When is your birthday?: | 8-3 |
| Who is your best friend?: | becky |
| The Letter C | |
| What's your favorite candy?: | reese's |
| Who's your crush?: | ryan |
| When was the last time you cried?: | a few days ago |
| The Letter D | |
| Do you daydream?: | yes |
| What's your favorite kind of dog?: | golden retriever |
| What day of the week is it?: | thursday |
| The Letter E | |
| How do you like your eggs?: | over medium or scrambled |
| Have you ever been in the emergency room?: | yes |
| What's the easiest thing ever to do?: | work the concessions at marcus |
| The Letter F | |
| Have you ever flown in a plane?: | yes |
| Do you use fly swatters?: | yes |
| Have you ever used a foghorn?: | no |
| The Letter G | |
| Do you chew gum?: | yes |
| Are you a giver or a taker?: | both, but more of a giver |
| Do you like gummy candies?: | some |
| The Letter H | |
| How are you?: | ight |
| What color is your hair?: | dark brown wit caramel hilites |
| The Letter I | |
| What's your favorite ice cream?: | vanilla or cookie dough |
| Have you ever ice skated?: | no |
| Do you play an instrument?: | used to |
| The Letter J | |
| What's your favorite jelly bean brand?: | jelly belly |
| Do you wear jewelry?: | yes |
| The Letter K | |
| Who do you want to kill?: | lots of people |
| Do you want kids?: | yes |
| Where did you go for kindergarten?: | doctor school |
| The Letter L | |
| Are you laid back?: | yea |
| Do you lie?: | yup |
| The Letter M | |
| Whats your favorite movie?: | there's a lot of them |
| Do you still watch Disney movies?: | yup |
| Do you like mangos?: | sure |
| The Letter N | |
| Do you have a nickname?: | Blasian Princess, Janelle |
| What is your real name?: | Jessica |
| Whats your favorite number?: | 803 |
| Do you prefer night over day?: | yes |
| The Letter O | |
| What's your one wish?: | to marry my boyfriend one day |
| Are you an only child?: | no |
| The Letter P | |
| What one fear are you most paranoid about?: | ryan's health gettin worse |
| What are your pet peeves?: | stupid people |
| What's a personality trait you look for in people?: | can u make me laugh |
| The Letter Q | |
| What's your favorite quote?: | "what the fuck y'all lookin at?" |
| Are you quick to judge people?: | yes |
| The Letter R | |
| Do you think you're always right?: | most of the time lol |
| Are you one to cry?: | yea |
| The Letter S | |
| Do you prefer sun or rain?: | rain |
| Do you like snow?: | yes |
| What's your favorite season?: | summer |
| The Letter T | |
| What time is it?: | 7:09 |
| What time did you wake up?: | 6:25 |
| When was the last time you slept in a tent?: | when i was littleler |
| The Letter U | |
| Are you wearing underwear?: | yea |
| Underwear or boxers?: | underwear |
| The Letter V | |
| What's the worst veggie?: | brussell sprouts |
| Where do you want to go on vacation?: | hawaii |
| The Letter W | |
| What's your worst habit?: | lying |
| Where do you live?: | orland park |
| What's your worst fear?: | ryan dyin |
| The Letter X | |
| Have you ever had an x-ray?: | yes |
| Have you seen the x-games?: | no |
| Do you own a xylophone?: | no |
| The Letter Y | |
| Do you like the color yellow?: | no |
| What's one thing you yearn for?: | seein ryan |
| The Letter Z | |
| Whats your zodiac sign?: | leo |
| Do you believe in the zodiac?: | sure |
| Favorite zoo animal?: | koala |
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January 16th, 2007
(no subject) @ 10:08 pm
| extremely long survey | |
| ABOUT YOU | |
| Your full name:: | jessica nicole lucas-nihei |
| Age:: | 16 |
| Height:: | 5'6" |
| Natural hair colour:: | dark brown |
| Eye colour:: | brown |
| Number of siblings:: | 2 (but many additional ones) |
| Glasses/contacts?:: | both |
| Piercings:: | ears |
| Tattoos:: | no |
| Braces?:: | no |
| FAVOURITE | |
| Colour:: | red |
| Band:: | linkin park |
| Song:: | keep ya head up |
| Stuffed animal:: | shadow |
| Video game:: | FF VII |
| TV show:: | fullmetal alchemist |
| Movie:: | the tigger movie |
| Book:: | eleven on top |
| Food:: | ice cream |
| Game on a cell phone:: | bejeweled |
| CD cover:: | idk |
| Flower:: | rose |
| Scent:: | cherry blossom |
| Animal:: | koala |
| Comic book:: | batman |
| Cereal:: | frosted cheerios |
| Website:: | my greatest journal |
| Cartoon:: | foster's |
| DO YOU | |
| Play an instrument?:: | not anymore |
| Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: | no |
| Like to sing?:: | yea |
| Have a job?:: | yes |
| Have a cell phone?:: | yes |
| Like to play sports?:: | sure |
| Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: | boyfriend |
| Have a crush on someone?:: | no |
| Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: | no |
| Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: | yes 10 |
| Have any special talents/skills?:: | more than u will ever know |
| Excercise daily?:: | yes |
| Like school?:: | hell no |
| CAN YOU | |
| Sing the alphabet backwards?:: | no |
| Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: | yes |
| Speak any other languages?:: | no |
| Go a day without food?:: | if i am sick |
| Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: | yes |
| Read music, not just tabs?:: | no |
| Roll your tongue?:: | yea |
| Eat a whole pizza?:: | yea |
| HAVE YOU EVER | |
| Snuck out of the house?:: | no |
| Cried to get out of trouble?:: | yes |
| Gotten lost in your city?:: | no |
| Seen a shooting star?:: | yes |
| Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: | no |
| Had a serious surgery?:: | yes |
| Stolen something important to someone else?:: | no |
| Solved a rubiks cube?:: | yes i switched the stickers |
| Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: | yes |
| Cried over a girl?:: | no |
| Cried over a boy?:: | yea |
| Kissed a random stranger?:: | no |
| Hugged a random stranger?:: | no |
| Been in a fist fight?:: | no |
| Been arrested?:: | no |
| Done drugs?:: | no |
| Had alcohol?:: | no |
| Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: | no |
| Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: | yes |
| Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: | no |
| Swore at your parents?:: | no |
| Been to warped tour?:: | wtf |
| Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: | o yea |
| Been in love?:: | i am |
| Been close to love?:: | i am |
| Been to a casino?:: | no |
| Ran over an animal and killed it?:: | almost |
| Broken a bone?:: | yes |
| Gotten stitches?:: | yes |
| Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: | no |
| Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: | no |
| Made homemade muffins?:: | no |
| Bitten someone?:: | yea |
| Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: | yea |
| More than 5 times?:: | no |
| Been to niagra falls?:: | no |
| Burped in someones face?:: | yea |
| Gotten the chicken pox?:: | yes |
| WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU | |
| Brushed your teeth:: | 5:30pm today |
| Went to the bathroom:: | sometime tonight |
| Saw a movie in theaters:: | new year's |
| Read a book:: | last semester |
| Had a snow day:: | yea |
| Had a party:: | yea |
| Had a slumber party:: | yea |
| Made fun of someone:: | yea |
| Tripped in front of someone:: | ywa |
| Went to the grocery store:: | yea |
| Got sick:: | yea |
| Cursed:: | yea |
| PICK ONE | |
| Fruit/vegetables:: | fruit |
| Black/white:: | black |
| Lights on/lights off:: | off |
| TV/movie:: | movie |
| Car/truck:: | car |
| Body spray/lotion:: | lotion |
| Cash/check:: | cash |
| Pillows/blankets:: | blankets |
| Headache/stomach ache:: | headaches |
| Paint/charcoal:: | paint |
| Chinese food/mexican food:: | chinese |
| Summer/winter:: | summer |
| Snow/rain:: | snow |
| Fog/misty:: | misty |
| Rock/rap:: | rap |
| Meat/vegetarian:: | meat |
| Boy/girl:: | boy |
| Chocolate/vanilla:: | vanilla |
| Sprinkles/icing:: | sprinkles |
| Cake/pie:: | cake |
| French toast/french fries:: | fries |
| Strawberries/blueberries:: | niether |
| Ocean/swimming pool:: | swimming pool |
| Hugs/kisses:: | kisses |
| Cookies/muffins:: | cookies |
| p33n/bewbz:: | |
| Wallet/pocket:: | wallet |
| Window/door:: | window |
| Emo/goth:: | / |
| Pink/purple:: | pink |
| Cat/dog:: | dog |
| Long sleeve/short sleeve:: | both |
| Pants/shorts:: | pants |
| Winter break/spring break:: | winter break |
| Spring/autumn:: | spring |
| Clouds/clear sky:: | clear |
| Moon/mars:: | moon |
| FRIENDSHIP | |
| How many friends do you have?:: | a lot |
| What are their names?:: | becky, ryan, dave, nabbisa, anthony, strocchia, mike, james, justin, nick, josh, yesenia, woon lee, scott, vlad, corey, jeff |
| Do you have a best friend?:: | yes |
| Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: | yes |
| Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: | guys |
| Have you ever lost a friend?:: | yes |
| Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: | yes |
| Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: | white people |
| Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: | yes |
| Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: | kept them alive? |
| Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: | helped me get through tough times / change their wedding day |
| Do you miss any of your old friends?:: | yes |
| What friend have you known the longest?:: | becky |
| Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: | no |
| If so, what is it?:: | |
| How often do you spend time with your friends?:: | not enough |
| Do any of your friends drive?:: | yes |
| Has a friend of yours ever died?:: | no |
| Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: | lied to them |
| What do you think your friends think of you?:: | what a bitch/she's like a sister/she's my little sister/i love her/she's one of the coolest chicks ever/she's a beast |
| LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP | |
| Have you ever been in love?:: | i am |
| If you have, with who?:: | ryan |
| Are you single?:: | no |
| Are you in a relationship?:: | yes |
| If so, for how long?:: | a year, 3 months, 19 days |
| Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: | yes |
| What is your idea of the best date?:: | hangin out |
| What was your first kiss like?:: | fast and forgettable |
| How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: | 14 |
| Do you think love is a load of shit?:: | no |
| Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: | just layin with them |
| If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: | |
| Have you ever been dumped?:: | yes |
| Have you ever dumped someone?:: | yes |
| Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: | bj |
| WORD ASSOCIATION | |
| Slippers:: | feet |
| Hat:: | head |
| Hard:: | soft |
| Free:: | dom |
| Space:: | my |
| Taste:: | like chicken |
| Good charlotte:: | losers |
| Red:: | blood |
| Deep:: | blue |
| Heart:: | kingdom |
| Cord:: | string |
| Cheese:: | blooregard q. kazoo |
| Rain:: | singin in the |
| Work:: | marcus theatres |
| Pedal:: | to the floor |
| Head:: | hair |
| Bed:: | cake |
| Fluff:: | marshmallow |
| Hardcore:: | |
| Race:: | blasian |
| Knife:: | steak knife |
| Jump:: | up |
| I.... | |
| am:: | the Blasian Princess |
| want:: | to be with Ryan |
| need:: | to go to sleep |
| crave:: | ice cream (and ryan, too) |
| love:: | Ryan, and ice cream |
| hate:: | people |
| did:: | nothin today |
| feel:: | slap happy |
| miss:: | my grandmama |
| am annoyed by:: | stupid people |
| would rather:: | ryan lived by me |
| am tired of:: | feelin depressed |
| will always:: | love ice cream |
| SILLY STUFF | |
| What is your favourite genre of music?:: | R&B |
| What time is it now?:: | 10:01 p.m. |
| What day is it?:: | tuesday |
| Whens the last time you called someone?:: | today |
| How much money do you have right now?:: | not much |
| Are you hungry?:: | yes |
| Whatcha doin?:: | this survery, talkin to my boo boo |
| Do you like parades?:: | sure |
| Do you like the moon?:: | yea |
| What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: | go upstairs and talk to my boo boo |
| Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: | yea it is |
| If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: | make fire wit my hands |
| Have you ever had a picnic?:: | no |
| Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: | yea |
| What about sock em boppers?:: | yea |
| Are you wearing any socks right now?:: | yea |
| DO YOU THINK YOU ARE | |
| funny?:: | yes |
| pretty?:: | fo sho fo sho |
| sarcastic?:: | yes |
| lazy?:: | yes |
| hyper?:: | yes very much |
| friendly?:: | sometimes |
| evil?:: | sometimes |
| smart?:: | rarely |
| strong?:: | gettin there |
| talented?:: | sure |
| dorky?:: | yea |
| ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know) | |
| high:: | vlad |
| skip:: | |
| dance:: | jenny |
| lonely:: | scott |
| pen:: | klara |
| flower:: | me |
| window:: | |
| psycho:: | scott |
| brain freeze:: | me |
| orange:: | me |
| sassy:: | |
| jelly:: | |
| FOR OR AGAINST | |
| suicide:: | against |
| love:: | for |
| drunk drivers:: | AGAINST!!! |
| airplanes:: | for |
| war:: | against |
| canada:: | whatever |
| united states:: | for |
| rock music:: | idc |
| gay marriage:: | for |
| school:: | idk :) |
| surveys:: | for |
| parents:: | for |
| cars:: | for |
| killing:: | against |
| britney spears:: | against |
| coffee:: | for for for for for for for |
| pants:: | for |
| WOULD YOU EVER | |
| Sky dive?:: | yes |
| Play strip poker?:: | yes |
| Run away?:: | no |
| Curse at a teacher?:: | yea |
| Not take a shower for a week?:: | no |
| Ask someone out?:: | won't have to |
| Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: | yea |
| Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: | yea |
| Go scuba diving?:: | yea |
| Write a book?:: | yea |
| Become a rockstar?:: | no |
| Have casual sex?:: | idk |
| LAST QUESTIONS | |
| What shampoo do you use?:: | logics (fancy salon stuff) |
| Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: | new years |
| What kind of computer do you have?:: | a p.o.s. |
| What grade are you in?:: | junior in high school |
| Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: | yes |
| Or just make out?:: | yea :) |
| How many posters do you have in your room?:: | 10+ |
| How many cds do you have?:: | 30-40 |
| What time is it now?:: | 10:08 |
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(no subject) @ 09:41 pm
listenin to:: "unfaithful" rihanna
| .GiRlS OnLy. Awsome Test Yo | |
| Basics | |
| NAME: | janelle |
| AGE: | 16 |
| HEIGHT: | 5'6" |
| WEIGHT: | 135 |
| LEFT OR RIGHT HANDED: | righty |
| BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: | smile |
| HAIR COLOR: | dark brown, caramel hilites |
| EYE COLOR: | brown |
| ETHNICITY: | blasian |
| SIBLINGS: | 2 |
| FEMALE OR MALE: | female |
| SIBLINGS: | 2 |
| BODY TYPE: | bangin |
| FAVORITES | |
| CANDY: | snickers, M&Ms, cotton candy |
| FOOD: | japanese food |
| BAND: | linkin park |
| SONG: | idk |
| MOVIE: | idk |
| COLOR: | red |
| CHANNEL: | cartoon network |
| SPORT: | basketball |
| BEST FRIEND: | becky, ryan, dave |
| STORE: | JC Penney |
| FLOWER: | rose |
| DESSERT: | ice cream wit chocolate syrup and sprinkles |
| BOOK: | twelve sharp |
| MAGAZINE: | playstation magazine |
| CARTOON: | foster's home for imaginary friends |
| FIRST THOUGHTS WHEN HEARING.. | |
| DIRTY: | monkeys |
| HOT: | me |
| BLACK: | me |
| WHITE: | marshmallow |
| BUCKET: | of water |
| PLANKTON: | spongebob |
| SODA: | pop |
| FOOD: | hungry |
| ROCKS: | "i smoke rocks" (chappelle show) |
| BAGELS: | i like bagels |
| RAP: | is horrible |
| ICE: | cream |
| FIELD: | of flowers |
| STRAY DOG: | poor puppy |
| LAST THINGS | |
| PERSON YOU HUGGED: | mom |
| KISSED: | mom |
| TEXTED: | ryan |
| THEY TEXTED YOU: | ryan |
| MOVIE YOU SAW: | the rescuers |
| SONG YOU HEARED: | girl talk |
| LAST TIME YOU ATE, WHAT?: | 4ish, KFC |
| READ A BOOK: | before christmas |
| CRIED: | las week |
| RODE A BIKE: | last week |
| YOU IMED: | tonight |
| HAVE YOU EVER? | |
| BEEN IN LOVE: | yes |
| SNUCK OUT: | no |
| HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: | yes |
| BROKE SOMEONES HEART: | yes |
| DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET: | yes |
| BEEN BEATEN UP: | yes |
| WENT SKINNY DIPPING: | no |
| WENT CAMPING: | no |
| DANCED IN THE RAIN: | no |
| BEEN ON STAGE: | yes |
| CRIED IN A MOVIE: | so many times |
| BEEN TICKLED SO BAD THAT YOU CRIED: | yes |
| SEEN SOMEONE DIE: | no |
| CAUSED A FIRE WHILE COOKING: | yes |
| MEMORIES | |
| BEST: | bein wit ryan |
| WHERE: | my house |
| WITH WHO: | becky, ryan, ryan and dave |
| HOW LONG: | |
| WHAT DID YOU DO: | laughed, hung out, other stuff (lmao) |
| LOVE STUFF | |
| HAVE YOU EVER SAID I LOVE YOU: | yes |
| DID YOU MEAN IT: | yes |
| IN LOVE NOW: | yes |
| SINGLE: | no |
| CRUSH?: | sure |
| DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: | yes |
| EVER CHEATED: | no |
| BEEN CHEATED ON: | yes |
| EVER KISSED ANYONE: | yes |
| ARE YOU FAITHFUL: | yes |
| THIS OR THAT | |
| COKE/PEPSI: | pepsi |
| CHOC./VANILLA: | vanilla |
| VH1/MTV: | vh1 |
| SHORT/TALL: | tall |
| PENCIL/PEN: | pen |
| SUN/MOON: | moon |
| POOL/OCEAN: | pool |
| CAT/DOG: | dog |
| RANDOM | |
| WHAT COMPLIMENT DO YOU RECIEVE THE MOST: | ur pretty/hot/sexy/beautiful |
| WHAT IMPORTANT LESSON YOU'VE LEARNED: | two wrongs don't make a right |
| BIGGEST FEAR: | falling down the stairs and dying |
| IF YOU COULD TALK TO ANYONE RIGHT NOW WHO WOULD IT BE: | dave |
| IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD YOU GO: | japan |
| WHERE DO YOU WISH YOU LIVED: | rockford, il |
| WHAT GROUPS ARE YOU WITH ON MYSPACE: | idk |
| SAY HELLO IN ANOTHER LANGUAGE: | konnichiwa |
| HAVE YOU EVER ALMOSTED DROWNED: | sure |
| WOULD YOU THROW A CAT: | lol no |
| AT A SLEEP OVER HAVE YOU EVER DONE THE SHAVING CREAM PRANK: | no |
| EVER RANDOMLY START LAUGHING: | all the time |
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January 15th, 2007
(no subject) @ 12:56 am
| sex | |
| have you? | |
| had sex?: | yes |
| if so where?: | my house |
| with who?: | my boyfriend |
| did you love him or her?: | yes, very much |
| are you | |
| str8-gay-les-bie:: | straight |
| male-fem:: | female |
| experianced:: | beginner |
| virgin:: | no |
| do you:: | |
| masterbate:: | no |
| give orel:: | yes |
| take it how thay want to give:: | no |
| lol ty for taking the survar???did it piss you off???:: | not really |
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(no subject) @ 12:49 am
Five Things You Can't Live Without
1) My mom
2) My girls: Becky and Nabbisa
3) Ryan (my boo boo)
4) ICE CREAM!!
5) Shadow (my puppy from build-a-bear)
Four Songs That Explain Your Feelings
1) "Because You Loved Me" ~Celine Dion
2) "Like You" ~Bow Wow feat Ciara
3) "Numb" ~Linkin Park
4) "That's Right" ~Ciara feat Lil Jon
Three People You Love More Than Anything
1) Mommy
2) Becky
3) Ryan
Two Of Your Heroes
1) Martin Luther King, Jr.
2) Ryan
One of Your Favorite Foods
1) ICE CREAM!! :)
1) My mom
2) My girls: Becky and Nabbisa
3) Ryan (my boo boo)
4) ICE CREAM!!
5) Shadow (my puppy from build-a-bear)
Four Songs That Explain Your Feelings
1) "Because You Loved Me" ~Celine Dion
2) "Like You" ~Bow Wow feat Ciara
3) "Numb" ~Linkin Park
4) "That's Right" ~Ciara feat Lil Jon
Three People You Love More Than Anything
1) Mommy
2) Becky
3) Ryan
Two Of Your Heroes
1) Martin Luther King, Jr.
2) Ryan
One of Your Favorite Foods
1) ICE CREAM!! :)
(no subject) @ 12:29 am
today i feel:: 
loved
lovedlistenin to:: none
This is for my boo, Ryan. Things have probably been somewhere around the worse lately, but we got through it. It seems like we do everytime. He means so much to me, and it doesn't matter what anyone else says. I love him with all my heart, and there isn't anything that anyone can do about it. He's given me so much, and I can never pay him back for all of it. He's made me who I am today (along with help from Dave--who is also very important to me --- HI DAVE!!!), and I'm glad that out of everyone in the world, he chose me. When things get really bad, and I feel like there isn't a reason for me to exist anymore, he's always there to give me the hug that I desperately need.
So thanks you so much, Boo Boo, for everything that you have done and do for me. I love you!
For all the times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you bring to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through, through it all
You are my strength when I am weak
You are my voice when I can’t speak
You are my eyes when I can't see
You see the best there is in me
You lift me up when I cannot reach
You give me faith because you believe
I'm everything I am
Because you love me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand, I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I have your love, I have it all
I'm grateful for each day you give me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I am bless because I am loved by you
You are my strength when I am weak
You are my voice when I can’t speak
You are my eyes when I can't see
You see the best there is in me
You lift me up when I cannot reach
You give me faith because you believe
I'm everything I am
Because you love me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark, shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you are the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You are my strength when I am weak
You are my voice when I can’t speak
You are my eyes when I can't see
You see the best there is in me
You lift me up when I cannot reach
You give me faith because you believe
I'm everything I am
Because you love me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me